i seriously hate my life, my family.
They think that what they are doing is good for me. but it is not effective at all.
I will throw temper because whatever they say is just very unreasonable.
They think they are always right. Why not they take o lvl and see how stress it is.
You say i got to deliver the result. If it is easier to do than say then i can. But please look at the system of teaching now. Do you think is like back then when your work and stuff are so easy.
Why not teach me my work then.
Sit there for hours coming out wif problems for my dnt?
Why cant u just put yourself into my shoe and you will know how i feel.
Parents are people who think that they are clever and that their child must be clever.
Why not they try to study and see if it easy.
Get a life, dont say until i have alot of time in life. Coming home from school i am so tired. i cant rest awhile? Is it wrong? then i study for 3 hrs. then come to my computer to do my project and you say got to stop at 12am. and u call that reasonable. then go think about it.
plus u say if i don stop u gonna pull out the plug.
wad life is this??
plz la..get a life la..
u all say until like i am wad, nvr study..
then say i attitude u all..
then u all go reflect on how u have treat me this 16 years
if it wasnt u all who don care about me, quarrel like no one business
and say all those hurtful stuff plus no encouragement.
seriously i feel tat you all are just tryiing to go each day by each day
and see my result
if i nvr do well
u all will say i tok crap tat i study
then cn u plz open ur eyes and see i gt study mah
i have my limit to where i cn go until
if u all freaking dont noe hw i feel nw..
then just freaking don tok me
say until like study no stress
u try to study la
my mum told me once tat if is she who study she sure score.
then score let me see la
tok big no action=tok crap
yeaa bloggers who read my blog will think i am a rude and unfillial daughter.
then let me recall all the incident
frm the year i gt work,
i bought my mum a pendant for mothers day, she say it was ugly. what a comment.
i bought my dad a shirt for fathers day, he did nt even botehr to take it out and wear once.
i bought them xmas present, they nvr even want to even look at it.
wad all this?
i did this to make them happy
bt wad i get in the end
comparison between cousins? between ppl kids who did better?
is this all i should get frm my parents.
i maybe rude, i may show attitude. bt is wad u all did tat turn me like this..
wad else i cn say.
seeing other ppl life is so great, wif siblings, which i don have any, cn tok to their parents and cn even share wad they feel. once i say wad i feel they got many things to say abt that thing.
i am left wif nth bt kiping it in my heart.
