i seriously have no idea wad shit i am into nw..
i have many reasons why everything is happening..
i seriously wan to let it go..let myself free..
am trying to...
i have broken up wif many friends le..cuz they are nt the friends i wan..
ya i noe i am stubborn wif words..bt when ppl say it actually goes into my brains..
it will process somehw..
there are many things to think abt
i am a girl who cares abt her friends instead of herself first..i protect my friends first rather than myself..
i have suffered alot b4..and i let it go..
maybe maybe i haven get over mark..
bt i am trying to..
mark is the one that changes my life..cuz of him i am a better person or nt i will be worse..
yea i am trying to pick myself up..is nt tat i am nt..
i am putting my best le....
i don noe la..wan change bt its difficult to do than to say..
haiiz..i am vexed..i cant slp..i am hungry yet no appetite..
haiiz..
dying soon i guess..
thinking through wad ivan had say..yea it sound logical..and yeaa of cuz wadever he say cn consider rite bt haiiz..i wan changggeee...bt hw..i change alot this yr compared to last yr..cuz i gt my goal in my mind..nt tat i did nt change..i will continue to change..
haiiz..
