to tat someone
u should noe who am i toking abt
anyway
yeaa..u cn dn forgive me..bt u cant say i am wadever..yea..
do u noe me well? if u do u will nt be angry over such things..
plus i nvr tell her off in her face..ok..i merely said i promise my friend le..and ya..
wad makes u think i shouted into her facE? webcam? oh ya wadeevr u see through the webcam may nt be true ok.. my actions are like tis de..
anyway for u i write abt my life kkz..i am nt ashame of telling ppl in the net wad type of family i got
cuz i feel tat in this life.. there are ppl similar to me
i have once a very great family..dad cared for me..mum cared for me..weekends we will go to the club hse and have our dinner..aint tat a good family..no quarrels..wonderful i got..
things change when i was pri 6 guess this is fate bah..mum found out abt dad having an affair wif a a lady for almost 10 years..we cant see he have cuz he has been taking care of this family nicely..as well as giving us the best...
sec 1 wasnt a great yr..things fall apart..yeaa practically..no more east coast park..no more wonderful weekend..no more family time..coming hm in an empty hse..do work eat and slp..
and computer..get scolded for no reason cuz mum is stress and all sorts and abt tat woman my dad gt..bt i manage to pull through my sec 1
sec 2 if it wasnt mark..i really think i might be worse off nw..cuz he showed me tat his dad is the same and tat i gt to leave wif it..i become more like a girl bt at the same time i am nt at all happy..bt no one knows cuz parents dn tok no family weekend..felt miserable..tat yr wif mark was great..
sec 3 tings turn wild..dad girl wan a brk off..and dad was wild crazy..wanted to suicide and stuff..and tat i noe i gt to have some rights..i am stress off..i didnt wan to study at all..plus my brk up wif mark..and all sorts of stuff i really do nt noe wad to do..i struggled through couselling, through forcing myself to stay and as well as turn to God..dad was admited in hospital for 2times..and wanted to die for 3 times..
i really dn noe wad to do..i become short temper..cuz i really dn noe wad to do..and tat i wan stuff to get corrected..
nw the only communication is through shouting at one another at hm..and tat dad will shout at mum..shout at me..i will in turn shout bak cuz..
i need to bring out the truth..is nt i wanna shout all this..
i am juz 16 and i been through things which i should nt..i have tried my best to pull it tgt bt cant..
mainly our communication is juz shouting at one another..showing face to get stuff right..it is juz no longer the same
TO tat person
do u noe nw why i shouted..do u noe wad kind of life i am going through do u noe hw i become like this..juz read and put urself in my shoe and u will understand me..
is nt wad i wan kkz..i am trying to change bak..bt my family is juz like tis..seriously i guess u have a gt a better life than me and tat ya u argue wif ur parents..arguing is oso shouting at them..haiiz..
